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Friday, July 10th, 2009
5:44 pm	So, my dad was so sick, but he is okay 7/8-10/09 Wednesday: I went to see a couple of clients... had one of the attendants constantly calling me cause she was lost and missed seeing her client. Went to see the Merchants of the New Bizarre and Three Day Stubble. I got a long phone message from my step mother, who was visiting her mom in FL (and has been for some time) , that my father was very sick and in the ICU - so she was rushing to GA. She talked about him having a DNR order and was talking about pulling the plug. Thursday: Saw two clients, did office work, and got frozen yogurt with a friend. Talked to my brother about my father, who said my step mother used the phrase "pull the plug" with him too. Friday: Saw a client did office work and had a weird call with a client. My dad is off the machines and breathing on his own... I think he is living (he been in a home & not in great health) just to make my step mother sad.(I know that sounds awful, but I sort of feel that way). Current Mood: calm Current Music: Bones (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 7th, 2009
9:57 pm	Out of the system 7/7/09 I truly found a 72 year old client, who wasn't already in the social services database. I'm going to have to add him in, which is so much work... I'm sort of thinking of keeping him off the grid.... but then we wouldn't get paid by the State & City for giving him services.... but who knows if we will get paid for that anyway... So, my work people are not stressed about the audit... so I'm going with that belief. Raina came over to hang out for a bit...I'm going to bed early Current Mood: calm Current Music: The start of another Michael Jackson memorial (Comment on this)
7:22 am	7/5-6/09 Sunday: So, I had this vanilla comic on with my darling dom/ submissive/ fetish model/ adult actress friend on my radio show and they had a great talk about S&M. They comic basically asked the question cause he hadn't meant a person like my wonderful friend(who is an excellent speaker) before . Also, Killer of the Gun & Doll Show came by and Mark Growden stopped by briefly. It was great. Monday: So, my work is being audited by the City on 7/16... mainly my department.. . I'm a bit freaked out.I have to prepare for it.... and I have no idea how... and cause of interesting staffing issues - I know we are lacking some info.... fuck.... Luckily, two old friends of mine (college professors - I had) sweetly took me out for dinner and applied wise words & much alcohol to help me de stress... Current Mood: awake barely Current Music: silence (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 5th, 2009
9:05 am	I learned everything I need to know from puppets, musical, & cartoons 7/4/09 The dick, pussy, asshole bit from "Team America" explained the war on terror to me. And through song and fables the Mime Troupe explained to me how we got into this economic situation ... so fuck you - Fox news & CNN ... I learned nothing from you all. I went to see the show with Horehound, which was great... I hadn't really hung out with him much before... except at readings... he is very sweet. I caught a bit of the fireworks from a balcony at the UC med center and caught a bit of a drunken soup opera at a neighborhood bar.... drunks are funny... Current Mood: amused Current Music: Storm Larger (Comment on this)
Friday, July 3rd, 2009
11:14 pm	So, I broke down and did it... 7/1-3/09 Wednesday: I went to see 964, who has been giving his cat, who had a stroke physical therapy... truly ... he moved the kitties legs and taught it how to walk again. Thursday: I rushed around from place to place to come home and make a lot of calls and crash Friday: I spent most of the day, cleaning up my computer ... it was interesting to looking through a lot of old stories and poems - I had written ... sort of meditative... otherwise I calmed down an upset client and did a tarot card reading swap with Gisella. Tonight, I went with Polly and Madeline to get dinner and do something very patriotic and watch "Team America" at the Red Vic (more movie should have puppet violence and sex)... Decided I need to go to support group meetings like they did in "Fight Club" to find dates... maybe 'Sex Addict' meetings like in "Choke". Current Mood: amused Current Music: American Dad - more 4th of July shows (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 1st, 2009
12:11 am	Two accomplishments 6/29-30 So, I wrote and submitted a 'Fight Club' themed erotica and we (mostly Karen the nurse) got our chain smoking client to promise not smoke or smoke so much in front of our CNA... so we can get him home care again... I have a shift for him tomorrow. So, now I just have to worry about the IOU Govenator from cause my service agency shut down.. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Moral Oral (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 28th, 2009
11:52 pm	Parents monitor your kids 6/26-28 Friday: So, more drama and weirdness with our chain smoking client ... I would like to get this resolved so we can get him home care with out our CNAs getting second hand smoke. ... He honestly said his Drs told me to smoke to keep up his blood pressure and said he sue Westside,,,, they nurse explained our group has non money that anyone could get in a suit and she would call his Dr to talk to her. I went to stage manage an after Trans march party at the Elbo Room ... it was great. The Trans men, who were helping with the show... so nice and polite .... bio men rarely that sweet... so bio guys get it together... Saturday: Helped someone with house cleaning, made a promo for FCC Free Radio, and stage managed an after Dyke March show at the Paradise... excellent show ...The Mighty Slim Pickens and Wood played, and great burlesque, also Paradise staff very nice. Between the promo making and show, I was on a bus with s friend and we started talking and joking around about drugs. I noticed a big eyed 8 year old (roughly) girl looking at us. I squatted next to her and told her not to do drugs; my friend said don't do the illegal drugs, get the good ones from her mom's med cabinet to do... and went into a funny rant about that... a woman sitting near us was laughing at us; but the little girl's mom who was holding her hand, was talking to a friend and both of them were so unaware of us and what we were saying. On my ride home from the show .... the back of the N-Owl smell so strong of booze and their was at least one girl to drunk to walk on her own being carried in by friends. Sunday: I did a Pride themed radio show, and wander around the Pride street fair a bit (So crowed). Ran into a friend their with her 10ish year old niece, who said she got to see three naked men (her first.. how sweet. I'm not allowed to educate my nieces like that... damn it). Current Mood: tired Current Music: Squidbillies (Comment on this)
Friday, June 26th, 2009
12:38 am	Rather smoke then have friends, roommate, or home care 6/25/09 Had a problem with a client and now we may need to cancel his home care... there is a fine line between getting the clients service and making sure the home care attendants are not put in bad or unhealthy situations ... and some times people feel so put upon - sad - stressed they aren't willing to talk about a compromise.... damn... My two clients were good, ADAP may not be getting closed in July and make it through the budget cuts (that would so suck and stop some of our folks getting their meds if ADAP was gone), and I got myself to finally to start work on a story - I have been meaning to write since the start of June.... so that is on the good side Current Mood: blank Current Music: Aqua teens Hunger force (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 24th, 2009
9:09 pm	Annie lived and I still have a job 6/23-24/09 Tuesday Was my normally morning client - followed by a fast and intense CPR training class. They taught us to use the air bag and defibrillator .... when am I really going to use those... why don't they teach us how to handle the emergencies we will really face in the situations and stuff around us - will must likely really have. ... It was so fast I'm surprised we didn't actually break one of the dolls (called Annie). Wednesday ... so, we had our staff meeting, followed by a quick chat with Oasis- the girls after school group renting space on our floor.... ... THEN the big stuff meeting with the E.D. ... it was a a lot of confusing numbers - charts - info, the budget sucks so we really don't know about the future chat, some happy talk, and NO pink slips handed out. .... It sounds like we will keep on keeping on and trying to keep above water and work on..... till October when we find out what funding we got or not got for 2010. I thought about trying to jump ship or thought maybe that be best.... but I like my clients (for the most part) and I'm sure all hell's going to cut through and some AIDS services will be gone come Julyish .... so it maybe a bumpy ride.... but I figure I should hang on and see if I can help some folks before getting canned. And of course finding another job right now would be hard (but not impossible) .... I had a maybe idea for one.... but still... Current Mood: relieved Current Music: Criminal Minds (Comment on this)
Monday, June 22nd, 2009
7:55 pm	They can't fire me after torturing me 6/20-22 Saturday - Worst garage sale ever and I want to be crazy I had a short garage sales and made $5 - I gave this sweet - young gay man in my hood a tarot card reading about an ex, who'd come back sniffing around. I went to see 'Emperor Norton' at the Dark Room with some friends.... it was great. I so want to be crazy and have dogs follow me around. Sunday - Thomas, Simone, and Raina So, I interviewed Thomas Roche on FCC Free Radio, which was great... he know a lot of interesting facts about all things horror, sci-fi, fantasy, and all... Then I went to lunch with Simone Cordy, she is so sweet... it was fun And then after more house work... Raina came over to watch cartoons and eat pasta... we laughed.. Monday - They can't fire me after torturing me I went to 968 - it was icy cold between him and his roommate .. but I think the roommate is leaving soon. I got trained on the new governmental computerized system for tracking AIDS services today, which was painfully long and dull.. It was via a conference call and projected Power Point show. .... We have the big staff meeting to talk about the budget and the future on Wednesday ... which is scary Current Mood: tired Current Music: House (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 20th, 2009
11:21 am	My new heros and inner strength 6/17-19 So, on Wednesday got my new hero - Claire the ED at Indy Arts and media ... she is a mother of 3 and was in a field hospital in the military... at a site visit of the Expo for the Artist site (Music Concord) - a little girl fell and got a blood nose... her poor mother freaked... Claire pulls out of her back pack a tampon and leatherman and fixes the nose bleed and clams both child and mother.... .. On Thursday she told me how to fix a bullet wound... if the revolution or terrorist come ... I know whose house I'm going to... Thursday - was a new technology workshop at Indy Art ... I think I may blog and handled other internet stuff in a new way. The speakers - three smart and hot and sweet women just rocked the workshop... Sarah Dopp is also so my hero ... the way she balances her life and gets so much done is great. Friday - one attendant called saying that her client and his roommate had a loud fight and a threat was made... of course when we called the client he said it was all cool... so I'm going to see the client Monday and check it out. ... Adult Protective Services called about another one of our clients, which is alway tough... cause it is a hard call if this guy (or anyone) is no longer able to live on their own and should be moved into assisted living... ... Some friends talked to me about issues that aren't my responsibility and I don't need to take grief on... ... Went with Indy Arts & Media to 'work' a bar for a benefit... it was cool. Current Mood: calm Current Music: Storm Larger (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 16th, 2009
10:04 pm	I'm now on the Board of Indy Arts and Media 6/16/09 Work was a whirled wind on changes and tracking people down... I had to have a tough talk with one client... and the budget cuts are getting folks down. Then I went to my first Indy Arts Board meeting ... it was good. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Law and order SVU (Comment on this)
Monday, June 15th, 2009
11:02 pm	Please don't set yourself or our attendant on fire 6/15/09 So, I went to make oatmeal and walk the dog of one of our clients this morning, and one of the attendants called me to find out if she had to clean the oven of the client she was with. Now, we have listed that we do 'light house cleaning" so certain things like cleaning ovens are up to the attendant; but she told me he had the oven on all night for heat and was still on, when he asked her to spray oven cleaner in it. I'm not sure what oven cleaner he had... but I know some oven cleaners are flammable... so I told her not to do it. Though it is stupid that some are flammable... bad design idea. Went to the office for a bit, then to clean for a client, then meet Bunnywhiskers briefly, dropped off keys at FCC Free Radio, and then home to wash my clothes. Current Mood: amused Current Music: bad sitcom (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 14th, 2009
10:56 pm	Haight Street Fair - too much 6/14/09 Wonderful radio show with a sexy tattoo coach and a LA play producer/ actor on the phone... it was cool ... we talked about a large variety of unusual subjects. Went to the Haight Street fair... too many people ... so hate being smooshed... too many importer and corporate groups... too few actual indy artist (though I found the few their were - love the voodoo dollies, the spoon/ fork guy, the images on glass pendant guy, and the girl's silk screening demented stick figure art....) Note - don't bring a baby carriage to a crowded event. Then Raina came over to watch a movie, and chat.... Current Mood: amused Current Music: daisy of Lover - I'm addicted to bad reality shows - they are so stupid (Comment on this)
12:00 am	weird talk 6/13/09 So, I spent 4 hours at FCC Free - chatted with Skot, chatted with a Burning Man Photographer woman looking at a space in the building (I actually did one of 3 burlesque performances at her book release party a few years back), watched John and TradeMark play with the new software (john said it be good for me), Chatted with Ty, saw party of LadyMonster's first shows (which was good). Went out with Polly and Phil - we chatted about politics, economy, and animals... Worked the door at Writers with Drinks - very cool and got ice cream & shared a cab with Polly and John B (phil went home after the show) and talked about sex clubs, sex for the disabled, and farmers market. Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: Law and order SVU (Comment on this)
Friday, June 12th, 2009
11:57 pm	What I learned and the mermaids sing 6/12/09 Via emails from a friend ...I learned again men suck. Learned crazy doesn't lie... it is just to crazy for the truth... Went to Sell booze and home mad brownies at a 'Murmured Tale' at Shotwelll.. it was great.. funny costoms and dark songs... Mary-Alice, Mike, and I had a long - deep conversation in the car... I wish I had seen the jazz opera about the plague called 'Tokens' they were in years ago. Current Mood: amused Current Music: Oblongs (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 11th, 2009
10:10 pm	I got $75 for talking about Ice Cream & deal with the devil at work 6/11/09 I think I came up with some good packaging and marketing ideas for Hagan Daass. Do the Ben & Jerry - funny name thing but classier ... name their after classic artist, opera, maybe a kid line after classic cartoon. Get more creative flavor combos, and maybe a cooler logo (opera singer with Viking hat with ice cream cone for horns)... I said they need a punk rock make-over and got picked on during the whole focus group. Earlier in the day I found out my work.. most of made a deal with the devil... cause after talking with 741 about all the AIDS service agencies that are going under - I stopped by the office and my supervisor was talking about uss getting more funding... so either he is delusional or someone at my job made a pack with Satan. Current Mood: complacent Current Music: Menatalist (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 10th, 2009
11:52 pm	I think paranoia is contagious 6/10/09 So, 903 was expressing some strange worries/ paranoia about his new roommate.... after his rant his roommate asked me about his health ... which should of been nice, but something about it spooked me. This morning, I found out an unmarried - 19 year old cousin is almost three month pregnant via Myspace Current Mood: nervous Current Music: Robot Chicken (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 9th, 2009
10:17 pm	I'm a year older 6/9/09 Today was my birthday.... so I took the day off. In the morning: - I had a political talk with mom - Got signed up for a focus group on Thursday - it pays $75 and is on ice cream - what a nice gift from Echer Research - Heard a sad story from a friend - Gave myself a facial Afternoon - Got manicure and pedicure from the beauty school in the Mission (which I messed up instantly) - Ate sushi - Did some fun shopping (got jeans, cute socks, hair thingee) - some particle shopping (new mop, groceries, soap, toothpaste...) Evening: - Indy Arts meeting (which I got cake at) - We went to get beer and french fries - Got b-day calls (one from my brother, who normally forgets) It was nice day and I highly recommend the Mission beauty school for manicure/ pedicure ... it was $14 and came with a hand/ arm & foot/ leg massage. Current Mood: amused Current Music: trash TV (2 Comments |Comment on this)
12:22 am	My house is so clean 6/8/09 I spend today doing a massive spring cleaning ... my house is so clean. Otherwise: - Dealing with the stressed out and miss understood - Strippers looking for something ... maybe help - And little boy flexing - I'm so technological superior muscles (so funny) Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Moral Oral (Comment on this)